Tuesday, 4 June 2013

Im sick and tired....

Im sick and tired of being taken for granted 
Im sick and tired of being stepped on 
Im sick and tired of being ignored 

Im sick and tired of being hurt over and over again
Im sick and tired of hoping for the better when nothing good has still happened
Im sick and tired of acting like I'm happy because the truth is I'm not

Im sick and tired of forgiving you everyday for your mistakes 
Im sick and tired of thinking you'll change
Im sick and tired of loving you so much because I feel like its all gone to waste 

Im sick and tired of being there for you when you're never in sight for me 
Im sick and tired of waiting, even when i know sometimes you wont come back 
Im sick and tired of going through sleepless nights, wide awake just thinking about 'this'

Im sick and tired of looking away from the mess you've made 
Im sick and tired of you throwing words at me that had the power to kill 
Im sick and tired of questioning your love to me 

Im sick and tired of trying to please you 
Im sick and tired of trying to be the person you want to be 
Im sick and tired of believing your lies and all those promises gone to waste 

Im sick and tired of sacrificing things just to see you smile
Im sick and tired of telling you "Im done" and then continue fighting 
Im sick and tired of being alone without you by my side 

Yes, Im sick and tired of all of this (mostly you)  but I don't think ill stop
I'll continue doing everything mentioned above until one day my head would just pop 
Call me stupid and weak for running behind you
But you'll realise all the things you did wrong the day I'm no longer here.



Yes, I had to take my anger out by writing this!
What do you think? 
PLEASE take 2 seconds of your time to leave a comment after reading. x

8 comments:

  1. I'm back once again! If you think about it, you used your anger towards someone as an inspiration to write. I won't lie to you, I'm sick and tired of saying I'm sick and tired but once again very well done! You say " I don't think I'll stop" maybe your next piece should be about why you won't stop, why do stay hanging on to these thoughts.

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    1. SERIOUSLY WHO ARE YOU!!!!!! I WANT TO KNOW NOW NOW NOW

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    2. I'm just a fan.

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    3. But that didnt answer my question ;_;

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    4. I'm still reading your work. I loved the last piece 'internal conflict'. Keep it up & as always, stay awesome Mariam.

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  2. Looks like you've been going through a lot, I know the feeling, but your strong, and I know you'll that you'll walk through your problems easily, stay strong. PEACE

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  3. I loved it ❤ , I think u have to let it go .. Or U'll regret it latter

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  4. it's amaizing ❤__❤ , and keep it up
    i will read all of them, because i really like what you wrote and what you will write.
    * i hate english but i will read yours*
    i think you should write a book.

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