Sunday, 25 August 2013

Imperfectly perfect

Listen carefully 
She's not perfect, neither are you. 
She doesn't have the perfect body or looks
She's full of flaws and mistakes  
She's done things she regret and might not have the best past 
She gets crazy mood swings and gets out of control at times
Most of the time she's twisted and hard to understand 
She's not the most romantic person out there 
She won't quote poetry to you or send you all these cute messages
Nor will she obsess/think about you every moment of the day 
But i guarantee you she will love you to her fullest potential 
She'll love you with what she has 
She'll hand you a part of her thats very fragile 
She'll hand you her heart knowing theres a chance you might break it like the others did
So when she does,
Don't hurt her
Don't change her to the person you want 
Don't expect more than what she can give
Don't judge her
Or compare her to other girls you know 
There will be times she'll make you angry 
Times she'll do things that might upset you 
But then there definitely will be times she'll love you and make you feel special 
Appreciate those times because you'll miss it when she's not there
Love her as much as possible 
Don't let little things get in between 
Because again, she's only human like you 
Perfect girls don't exist
But there will always be one person thats perfect for you 
And when you find that person, never let them go. 

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Tuesday, 6 August 2013

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Surrounded by a group of people
She sat there with a vibrant smile plastered across her face. Chattering away and laughing along.  
"I've never seen someone filled with so much joy," I thought to myself. 
At first glance you would think she's a high-spirited girl without a single care in the world. 

That's what YOU think. 
When she sat there quietly not interacting with anyone.

Her facial expression changed completely. 
Her bright smile slowly changed into a depressed frown. 
Her big diamond-like eyes seemed to reveal so much pain and sadness. 
Like she and a thousand things going on in her head

As soon as the person next to her started speaking to her, she snapped back to reality. 
That stressful look on her face disappeared and was replaced with an artificial-like smile once again. 

I knew she wasn't really happy.
I knew she has gone through a lot.
I knew her eyes were full of sadness that her mouth never got the chance to say.

I saw the sadness in her eyes but i didn't know what to say because i didn't know her or her story.
I didn't know what she's gone through. 
I couldn't think of anything to say that would take her pain away. 
Instead in my head i kept saying "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for whatever that has caused a beautiful soul like yours this kind of sadness."