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Surrounded by a group of people

She sat there with a vibrant smile plastered across her face. Chattering away and laughing along.  

"I've never seen someone filled with so much joy," I thought to myself. 

At first glance you would think she's a high-spirited girl without a single care in the world. 

That's what YOU think. 

When she sat there quietly not interacting with anyone.

Her facial expression changed completely. 

Her bright smile slowly changed into a depressed frown. 

Her big diamond-like eyes seemed to reveal so much pain and sadness. 

Like she and a thousand things going on in her head

As soon as the person next to her started speaking to her, she snapped back to reality. 

That stressful look on her face disappeared and was replaced with an artificial-like smile once again. 

I knew she wasn't really happy.

I knew she has gone through a lot.

I knew her eyes were full of sadness that her mouth never got the chance to say.

I saw the sadness in her eyes but i didn't know what to say because i didn't know her or her story.

I didn't know what she's gone through. 

I couldn't think of anything to say that would take her pain away. 

Instead in my head i kept saying "I'm sorry. I'm sorry for whatever that has caused a beautiful soul like yours this kind of sadness."