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Drowning in a sea of depressing thoughts

She crawls into a ball under her blanket and wishes to close her eyes for the last time

She wished to not feel anything 

To not exist 

To die

Because she's just tired of all these long, lonely sleepless nights

She just couldn't deal with hiding the pain anymore

Crying all the time

Forever feeling empty, worthless and numb

Faking a smile every time that she forgot what it feels like to actually smile 

Over thinking every situation 

Not having anyone to open up to 

Because they either judge her

Or don't understand where she's coming from

Not being able to trust anyone, because they all end up disappointing her

Loving the wrong people

Hiding from society to avoid being criticised and judged

Always feeling like she's cursed with misery

Never being able to do anything right

Yes, all of that hurts.

It hurts like hell.

And saying you understand won't change a thing 

Because you don't understand 

You don't get it 

You'll never get it

Until you've walked in her shoes 

And been through the same shit. 

I'm not emo I swear :-D

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You know whats the problem with people nowadays? 

They're all users 

They love you until they've got everything they need then they throw you away like you never meant anything to them

They "miss you" only when they're bored or have no one to speak to

They forget all the times you've stood by their side when everyone was against them. 

They've forgotten when you were there as a friend because they had no one. 

They've also forgotten when you were the only one that accepted them for who they REALLY are without judging and leaving after knowing the real story

You see thats the problem

Once people give them a bit of attention

They completely forget the ONLY person that was there for them when no one gave any attention at all. 

You eventually end up as a 'nobody' to them

And they obviously don't care if you're left heart broken or not

As long as they're happy then nothing else matters to them

They move on with their lives 

While you're stuck in the same place thinking about what happened

But hey what can we do other than accept it and move on right?

After all non of these people are worth our time and energy

So let them be and forget the ones that forget you 

Because soon it will hit them 

And they will come crawling back to you 

Thats just how people these days are, sad isn't it? 

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