Tuesday, 16 July 2013

Looks like you've lost me

My eyes don't light up when i hear someone mention your name. 
A smile isn't plastered across my face when i see your name flashing on my phone. 
I don't look for your face in the crowd anymore, nor do i wish to see it.
I don't get heart sinking feelings when i see you do things i hate. 
The way you act or treat me doesn't bother me anymore. 
I've stopped wasting my time on waiting for you to come back to me. 
It doesn't hurt me seeing you've moved on faster than expected, because that just gave me a reason to move on to. 
You don't get to me like you used to. 
Sorry for being harsh but now, you're just a memory in the back of my mind. 
A really bad memory. 
So don't be surprised the next time you walk past me or send me a text and i don't even bother glance your way or get a response. 
Im done killing myself and fighting the same old battle that i keep loosing. 
But no in reality, I'm not the looser. You are. 
I didn't lose someone that loved me, but on the other hand you lost a person that loved you beyond her limits. 
Now you have no one to blame but yourself. 
I gave you chances everyday. I gave you chances more than you deserved. But you went and messed it up every time. 
Now i walk around with the brightest smile on my face, and laugh louder than ever before. Couldn't care less about you anymore. 
Looks like you've lost me, bro.


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5 comments:

  1. You seem to have alot of free time to write all that! lool

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  2. Do you think the person you're talking about (who of course I know who) ready this? but other than that great piece of writing as always maryam

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  3. omg this is awesome. i love ur posts and everything. -Roxx xoxo

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